Between the Buried and Me – Colors II

Between the Buried and Me (BTBAM) released Colors in 2007, an album that would change my life and the way I thought about music. It also changed a lot for the band, helping them away from the metalcore scene they were forged in, to opening slots in Amphitheaters with the likes of Dream Theater and Opeth. Those who were brave enough to get past their long name knew of their progressive tendencies, and on this album, it was on full force, like nothing before it, and in my mind since it.

My love for that albums lies in its balance. Balance between heavy and soft sections. Balance between knowing when to take itself seriously and knowing when to surprise its audience. Balance on knowing how long to stay on a riff or a grove. Balance in its transitions. Perfect balance in its 8 unique and equally important parts, that flow through as one. A balance, that I search for in all albums, but is very rare to find.

So when BTBAM announce a sequel to this album, I don’t take it lightly. This album has a lot of weight on its shoulders, and I don’t want a quick and easy cash grab.

The first single “Fix the Error” immediately left a bad taste in my mouth, aside from some Colors like arpeggios and some drum solos (that I did not yet know were 4 different drummers). It was quirky. It was punk like. And it had a vocal part that continues to grind at me after many listens.

Not at all what I think of when I think of Colors.

“Revolution in Limbo” was the next single, and this one blew me away. It sounded like old BTBAM. As if I could have been on the original Colors album. With brief moments that sounded like Alaska as well as ones that could have been on The Great Misdirect. The balance was back. Metalcore riffs, sweeping guitar licks, transitions that made sense, a confidence in its sense of melody, and a 9 minute runtime that just flew by.

Now I was confused. And the next single didn’t help me out either! A keyboard driven proggy/funky, technical death metal song that sounded more like the bands BTBAM inspired rather than themselves. Something that could have been done by The Contortionist or White Arms of Athena, while still fitting right at home on a Tommy (vocalist) solo record. Now I have three very different songs and no clue, how it all comes together.

On my first listen to the whole album, I’ll be honest. I didn’t think it did. It felt like a bunch of different eras of BTBAM all fighting for seniority. I knew there were good moments and songs, but was ready to write a review about how the balance and melodies were severally lacking.

And then I listened to it some more.

And this long overwhelming album started making sense. Not only that, but it was flying by. And just because it didn’t have the same kind of standout melodies that the first Colors had, didn’t mean it didn’t have flow.

Flow became the word of the album, because I hadn’t realized until that point how much the flow was lacking on Automata and Coma Ecliptic. I’m not saying BTBAM forgot how to write an album. They’re obviously masters of that. But it wasn’t just songs connected by lyrics anymore. Musically, this album was making sense.

From the soft intro of “Monochrome” that we know to expect from them (starting with “Foam Born (A)” from Colors, to the subtle hints and similarities of “The Double Helix of Extinction” to “Foam Born B”. This song snd “Revolution in Limbo” are a ferocious double punch with drumming and guitar chugging that feels like an old friend returning, even though they’ve made a career out of it. Soon you start hearing references to all kinds of BTBAM songs. Is the drumming a reference to “Ants of the Sky”? The vocals a reference to “Lay Your Ghosts to Rest”? The melodic lines a reference to “Informal Gluttony” or “Extremophile Elite”? You start to wonder if they were intended or not. Standouts of the song are the growls (curtesy of drummer Blake), and Ants of the Sky saloon reference.

In the context of the record, “Fix the Error” comes at a perfect spot. Now that they’ve reintroduced the modern life and isolation themes of the first album, the theme of upbringing and revolution makes more sense. It truly becomes a time to celebrate (though I still hate the “if you see the rainbow” part).

“Never Seen/Future Shock” is an 11 minute epic with “Telos” like riffs, melodies, random medical sounding sections, but it also demonstrates something on this album. Not only their confidence, but their sense of fun is really blending so well here. Maybe cause they could reference themselves so much, or maybe cause the songwriting came more naturally. But these long songs with twists and turns don’t feel like they’re dragging on. Even after a section with crazy timing, it pays off with about 4 minutes of beauty.

“Stare into the Abyss” is a keyboard driven electronic track that we’ve come to expect from them, but it provides necessary breathing room and has a post-rock climax. This before the chaos of “Prehistory”, with its video game/cartoon sounds. It follows in the footsteps of “Bloom”, “Voice of Trespass”, and “The Ectopic Stroll”, for the fun section of the album.

If the first half of the album showed they could still pull up their older and heavier style at will, this second half shows their arsenal of tricks aren’t just gimmicks, and the transitions are phenomenal. “Bad Habits” is one of the most interesting tracks in my opinion because it’s got a strong old school Prog vibe. Hints of King Crimson, Genesis, even Gentle Giant scattered throughout their aggressive delivery. From the keyboard tones, jazz, folk, and classical, it is definitely a Dan (bassist) song, it brings out the best in Tommy, especially with its emotional delivery of lyrics like the return of “sleep on, fly on” from “Ants of the Sky”.

Then comes the aforementioned “The Future is Behind Us” which sounds so fun and welcoming in comparison, before moving on to “Turbulent”, which actually doesn’t live up to its name. In actuality, it is another moment of simplistic electronic keyboard parts, continuing what the previous track started while making references to other songs, bringing different ideas together. It just lets you get to the music while building up for what is to come. But before they do that, they actually drop out for a bit with “Sfumato”.

Like “Viridian” before it, the band provides breathing room before the epic closing track. It introduces what will be a main theme on the keyboard while giving off serious David Gilmour vibes, which you can never have enough off. This just leaves…

“Human is Hell”, which acts as the “White Walls” of the album. Starts off similar with a driving riff they actually borrow from The Great Misdirect. It follows a similar trajectory as “White Walls” but not without its surprises! The title of the song is said in a part that reminds me of Digging the Graves” by The Faceless. The first few minutes are almost punishing in how heavy it comes off, and then the melodic chorus comes out of nowhere, almost bittersweet.

It’s impossible to say everything that happens in the song, let alone all the references. Halfway through the melodic melody from “Sfumato” comes back and introduces an extended soft section with beautiful lyrics, melodies, and solos. Then a familiar chord progression leads to a keyboard build up, similar to build ups we’ve seen in their epics before. You can already imagine the audience getting pumped up at this part for the big finish.

After a “Swim to the Moon” nod, a “Prequel to the Sequel” like breakdown, and mini drum solo, we have a brief soft part, before the final chorus. Once this ends, we have the brief major key guitar solo like seen on “Goodby to Everything (Reprise) and “The Grid”. This gives it a classical finale ending, as opposed the sorrowful one of “White Walls”. This is one of my few gripes because it feels like band is relying on it too much, but it is a short gripe for such a triumphant album.

It is so hard to condense writing about this long album with all its references, all it twists and turns, all its technicality, and all its musical sensibility. I fear this review might already be as long as the album itself. But to try and summarize, for someone who was so worried about a sequel to something they loved so much, it wasn’t quite what I was expecting. Then again, how do you expect a sequel to something that was so unexpected in the first place. But the band passed the test with flying colors, finding a confident way to pick and choose the best parts of their career without completely redoing it.

BTBAM has always had the unique ability of sounding like everyone other band and yet only like themselves at the same time. There wasn’t much they needed to prove to their fans at this point, but their impressive talent to continue challenging themselves while playing some of the most challenging music out there is nothing short of inspiring.

My 50 Favorite Movies that I’ve Seen in the Year 2020.

Part 2 of 2.

I explained this list in part 1, so there’s not much more to add. I would like to put a quick reminder that this is a “Favorites” list, not a “Best” list. And while how good a movie is has a lot to do with its placement, I’m also biased, and take cultural significance and current events into consideration, in addition to how much I actually enjoyed it.

The purpose of this list is to share and discover, more than to actually say what movies are better than other ones.

That being said, let’s get right to it. Starting at #22 and going down to #1.


22. Amores Perros (2000)

The first full length film by Iñárritu, and first film in his “trilogy of death” sets the stage beautifully. A fine example of hyperlink cinema, we see three separate stories interconnected, each with their own hardships and heartbreaks. It is a masterful demonstrations of the skills he has utilized his whole career.

21. Borat Subsequentfilm (2020)

Now I know what you’re thinking. Yes, this one is not better than the first one. Yes this is not better than many of the other films it’s above. That being said, this movie was so needed in the year 2020, to draw attention to how much the country had changed in 14 years. To draw attention to how ridiculous American politics had become. To remind us of a time when we used to laugh and PC culture hadn’t gone gone to its full extreme. In other words, this film was necessary.

20. Tie – In the Mood For Love (2000)

Considered one of the greatest movies of all time, it’s simple premise and compact running time allows all the focus and attention to be on the emotional state and passing glances of its two main characters. Combine that with some of the smartest cinematography I’ve seen in a while and you’ve got a love story for the ages.

20 Tie – Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019)

I had to put these two movies together. If you’ve seen them, you’ll understand why. This recent French film has become a modern classic and fan favorite. An unlikely love story filled with subtle gazes and emotional weight. Great scenic views and matching music.

19. The Ballad of Gregorio Cortez (1982)

A young Edward James Olmos plays the titular character, based on the true story of a man who became a folk hero after a misunderstanding with the law. From the chase to the trial, this is a well-made piece of cinema, and the deliberate lack of translations to put you in the shoes of the characters was a brilliant choice.

18. The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari (1920)

The oldest film on this list, and one of the most important horror films of all time, it is known for its extensive use of German Expressionism (a style that Tim Burton was inspired by) and its unique narrative structure that has inspired legions of copycats. Still brilliant to watch all these years later.

17. The Irishman (2019)

Martin Scorsese returned to his award winning formula of Goodfellas and Casino, this time at a running time of 3 and 1/2 hours, and the inclusion of Al Pacino with Pesci and De Nero. And while the movie didn’t receive the awards to show it (unfortunately competing in the year of Joker and Parasite), it might be the quickest 3 and a 1/2 hour movie ever. I even watched it again a few days later!

16. ¡Alambrista! (1977)

The second film by Robert M Young (Gregorio Cortez) to be on this list, and another eye opening story. And while this one isn’t based on one true story, it is a story we see every day. Following a young man who crosses the border in search of a better life, it shows examples of bias, stereotypes, bilingual challenges, and occasional human kindness. Enhanced only by watching it with a woman who encountered a very similar journey in her life.

15. Shoplifters (2018)

Winner of the 2018 Palm d’Or at Cannes, this film covers many themes later explored in Parasite. But this movie doesn’t go the thriller route. Instead, this drama about family brings up many questions about the word and if “blood” is really thicker than water. Some moments of light-heartedness, some moments of tragedy. Worth every bit of praise.

14. Angst (1983)

This film was banned in Europe for extreme violence. Thankfully, it got a bit of a resurgence due to Gaspar Noe’s recommendation. Watching it, you can see many of his trademarks in it. The dark humor, the camera angels, the storytelling, the pacing. Following a recently released serial killer, we are constantly on edge waiting for him to kill again.

13. Les Diaboliques (1955)

Hitchcock fought for the rights to make the novel into a movie, but lost out to Henri-George’s Clouzot. In turn, this film adaptation actually inspired Hitchcock in the making of Psycho. And it can be felt when watching this. It is a classy, stylish thriller with elements of psychological horror that keep you guessing all the way until it’s dramatic ending. Fun for any fan of films like Vertigo.

12. The Night Porter (1974)

Twelve years after WWII, a former SS Officer and a woman who was a teenage girl in a concentration camp cross paths. What results is a movie that blends erotic drama and psychological thriller. With flashbacks to the war intercut with a country still trying to recover all those years later, it has strong political messages. It also has a lot to say about S+M, guilt, regret, and Stockholm Syndrome.

11. Knife in the Water (1962)

Roman Polanski’s first feature length film is a subtle game of cat and mouse between two men and a woman. A married couple bring a hitchhiker on board their boat for a night at sea. These are the only three characters in the film, and all the action takes place on a boat. It is a mental game and the tone changes slowly over time. And the ending leaves off with a question. Lots to say about expectations of people’s roles in life, as well as brain vs brawn.

10. Canoa: A Shameful History (1976)

Like Gregorio Cortez, Japon, and ¡Alambrista!, one of the biggest discoveries of the year for me was emotional charged and devastating movies from or dealing with Mexico. Canoa is based on a true story about students who were attacked in a small village due to fear and stereotypes. Shot in a documentary style, it is brutally raw, feels extremely real, and says a lot about politics, religion, and how blindly following can lead to massacres such as the Holocaust.

9. The Man Who Laughs (1928)

Perhaps best known as the inspiration for the Joker’s smile, it is an adaptation of a Victor Hugo novel, and feels very much like The Hunchback of Notre Dame. A romance with twinges of German Expressionism (providing elements of horror), drama, and a bit of action. It conveys so much emotion despite being a silent film. A lot of that is from the eyes of Conrad Veidt, which show joy and fear even when you can’t see his mouth.

8. Y Tu Mamá También (2001)

Alfonso Cuarón had already made three films by the time this one got released, but it quickly became his signature film. It’s blend of a road movie and a coming of age story paired with its depiction of sex helped issue in a new generation of Mexican directors that were getting attention from around the world. Some great performances including a young Diego Luba. Gorgeous cinematography and a look into gender roles as well as finding yourself.

7. Wait Until Dark (1967)

I had been wanting to watch this one forever. It was well worth the wait. A thriller featuring Audrey Hepburn as a blind woman trying to outsmart thieves in her home. Most of the action takes place in the apartment and feels like watching a play, but it keeps you on the edge of your seat the entire time. Contains one of my favorite movie moments of all time.

6. Burning (2018)

This movie messed with my head for a while after watching it. After 8 years, acclaimed South Korean director Lee Chang-dong returned with what is arguable his masterpiece. A blend of romance, psychological thriller, mystery, and drama, we follow a young man who quickly falls for a girl and fights for her attention. The pacing is outstanding, it’s well acted, has beautiful cinematography, and changes tone like it’s nobody’s business.

5. La Haine (1995)

One of the most intense films I watched this year felt right at home in the political turmoil of 2020. Following a group of friends the day after riots over the shooting of a Middle Eastern, everything is touched upon. From racism to sexism, to politics, religion, classism, age-ism. Gender gaps, gentrification, media control. From movie references to great music. You can break down every scene of this movie and find something incredible, but most of all, you can also find something current/relevant.

4. Belle de Jour (1967)

Luis Buñuel accomplished something amazing when he created a film about a sexually-repressed woman with masochistic fantasies who toys with the idea of working at a high-class brothel, and didn’t do it in a trashy way. Even at its most perverse moments, class oozes out of every scene. The dream sequences blend in a gorgeous/surreal fashion, and it is another perfect performance from Catherine Deneuve.

3. Blind Chance (1987)

I haven’t delved into Krystof Kieślowski’s crowning achievements (Dekalog/Three Colors Trilogy) yet, but after The Double Life of Veronique, I had high hopes. This brilliantly structured film introduces you to a character, shows an event, and then shows three different possible/potential outcomes. Each one has its own trials and consequences. Whether politics or religion, or love or self discovery, it challenges the ideas of fate with simple differences and simple crossovers. Would this have made a difference? What about that? Who’s to say for sure.

2. Carnival of Souls (1962)

The sole movie directed by Herk Harvey (who also plays the all-important ghoulish figure), a man more known for his work in making instructional films. And what a legacy he left. This low budget, independent horror film has inspired countless directors, especially those that have mimicked its ending. But up until that point, you are subjected to wonderful imagery, use of music, use of location, use of film techniques all whirled up in a style of a constant dream-like state. Blending shadows and nightmarish images with its simple concept, it has quickly become one of my favorite films of all time.

1. The Night and the Hunter (1955)

Putting these movies in an order of some kind proved to be a challenge. But from the start, no film could convince me to change my mind about what would be #1. As much as I loved every movie in the top 10, and especially that tight-nit top 5, this movie blew me away. The ultimate battle of good and evil, accentuated not only by the haunting performance Robert Mitchum, but by German Expressionistic influence. There are some shots in this movie that could never be replicated. Some of the most beautiful frames I’ve ever seen lie in this film. On top of the cinematography, it is smart, intense, and timeless. One of the most underrated films of all time, even despite its acclaim from people in the indus

A special shoutout to directors Ingmar Bergman (Hour of the Wolf, Wild Strawberries, Cries and Whispers, The Virgin Spring, Winter Light, The Magician, The Silence, Through a Glass Darkly), Dario Argento (Phenomena, The Bird with the Crystal Plumage, Deep Red, Tenebre), Yorgos Lanthimos (Dogtooth, The Lobster, The Killing of a Sacred Deer), Michael Haneke (Cache, Funny Games (1997), Code Unknown, The Piano Teacher), and Nicholas Winding Refn (Bronson, Only God Forgives, Pusher 1 – 3) whose films I deliberately left off to keep this list fair and even. I didn’t want to overcrowd it with too many films from the same directors, and many of them would have overtaken the top slots. I recommend checking the movies mentioned here, as some of them are incredible and worth it.

A Taxi Driver (2017 by Jang Hoon)

Post originally published on Letterboxd.

Being obsessed with South Korean cinema, I knew I had to watch this for two reasons: the high praise it was getting (including being one of the highest grossing films in South Korea of all time), and of course Song Kang-ho. I swear this man can do no wrong. He picks phenomenal roles that make use of his ability to depict fear, humor, tragedy, and realism. He easily flows through the spectrum of emotions without ever drawing attention to the fact that he is just an actor and he is not really experiencing the events depicted in the movie. And if there was ever a film that needed this, it was this film. He plays a spectator who becomes involved with the political turmoil around him.

From just starting as a simple taxi driver to getting right in the middle of the action and seeing the Gwangju Uprising of 1980 (something I had no prior knowledge of. I admit my ignorance), our character has the ability to view things from all sides before finally choosing what he believes is right, and he takes us along for the ride. Through laughs and tears, it is a roller coaster of ups and downs, and a very well crafted piece of cinema. Just a touch on the long side towards the end, but this is a mild complaint of a near perfect film in my opinion. I would recommend it to all my family and friends!

I rate this movie 4 and a half out of 5 stars!

Burning (2018 by Lee Chang-dong)

Review originally posted on Letterboxd.

I went into this movie knowing nothing about the plot. All I knew about it was that people said it was really good. I had not seen any other movies from the director. This was my first experience of his, and I was floored by it. It was a masterfully done movie, that takes its time but never got boring. I was aware of the length while watching it, but didn’t want it to end. It constantly had me interested, constantly had me guessing, and constantly wondering where it was going to go next. A beautiful slow burn that is full of emotion and everything about it compliments it. From the acting and the script, to the cinematography and the score. It is a wonderful interpretation and extension of the source material.

For another movie or another director, what happens during the duration of the film would have taken significantly less time to explain or even execute. It would have been a shorter movie or even just the first act of a film. But the director is in complete control. He knows his strengths, and he utilizes them. It is not as disturbing as other directors would have made it out to be, and isn’t as difficult or complex as some directors would have made it. Lee Chang-dong is obviously not interested in making it the darkest, scariest, or most complex film. Because of that, it feels very real, very subtle, and still very intense. It is difficult to get out of your head once you have watched it. I look forward to delving into the rest of his filmography having seen this one!

I rate this movie 5/5 stars, and can’t wait to experience it all again as soon as possible.

Dogtooth (Kynodontas) (2009 – Yorgos Lanthimos)

Review originally posted on Letterboxd.

This is the first film that I saw by Yorgos Lanthimos and definitely it gives you an idea of exactly what he is all about. I had heard about it for years, and knew the premise, but was still really surprised at the pacing. I went in knowing it was supposed to be a “disturbing film”, but I thought that was going to be done visually, in the vein of “Salo” or Takashi Miike films. Instead, not much happens to our characters over the course of the film. We are instead treated to a director who is a master at taking his time. I was not a fan of the slow pacing at first, but would later get used to it, especially after seeing this style utilized in his other films. He doesn’t always give you all the answers once the film is over, and the film is only disturbing if you fully immerse yourself and imagine exactly what these characters are going through. That’s when you truly realize that this is a director who feels free to do what he wants to do. He is free to tell stories, create new worlds, and see things from all perspectives. This movie is well acted and well scripted. It is a film that is hard to forget about for a long time after sitting through it.

I give this movie 4/5 stars!

The Lobster (2015 – Yorgos Lanthimos)

Review originally posted on Letterboxd.

The third film I’ve seen from Yorgos (previously watched “Dogtooth” and “The Killing of a Sacred Deer”) and he never seems to stop amazing me. He is a unique storyteller. He has a dark sense of humor and creates a very dry, unpleasant world that reminds me of Wes Anderson or the Cohen Brothers without the fun. All that is left is the sadness, and you can’t help but awkwardly laugh while intensely feeling for this characters in these situations. The scenarios are not really happening in our world, yet they seem very real, almost like they are not too far off from actually happening. As if a few choices or different actions could have lead us there. Because of this, we can’t help but put ourselves in their places. Aside from a slow second half that goes on for a little too long in my opinion, this could have been a perfect movie. The music, cinematography, and acting are all spot on. I would say this is most accessible film out of the three that I have seen so far.

I give this movie 4/5 stars!

Devin Townsend – Z2: Dark Matters

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– 6/10

– One of two albums released together, and one of three albums overall this year, Devin brings us the sequel to his higher popular Ziltoid the Omniscient album. This albums plays very much like the first one did, with a combination of music, lyrics, and dialogue that altogether tell us the story of what happens next to Ziltoid, an alien who travels to Earth in search of the universe’s ultimate cup of coffee. For me however, it did not match the first installment for a one major reason. I thought that the story aspect took over, and it didn’t feel like I was listening to an album anymore. I felt like I had to sit back, relax, and watch a television show or a movie. Musically, there is a lot of repetitiveness going on. This probably was Devin’s ultimate goal because what it does it create a sense of armies marching, spaceships traveling through space and time, or other events signaled by the music. However, unlike the first Ziltoid album, this was something I could not just put on and sing along with. There were no songs that were as strong as “By Your Command”, “Ziltoidia Attaxx!!!”, “Solar Winds”, or “Hyperdrive” (granted I felt that the second half of the first Ziltoid album suffered the same problem and wasn’t as good as the first half, but that’s exactly my point. Those 4 songs are among my favorites that Devin has ever done, and I would have liked more songs like them). However, this album still deserves praise because the musicianship is top notch, from the guitar playing, to the drumming, to Devin’s vocals, and the background vocals. One of the highlights on the album for me is the guest vocals by Dominique of Stolen Babies on the song “War Princess”. I am a big fan of her vocals, and even though she repeats certain lyrics and vocals melodies several times, she still does it in a way that brings a smile to my face. I also feel that the second half of the album is stronger than the first half, because there are more moments to sing along with, including Devin’s trademark growls. Overall I had higher expectations for this album. The ending monologue leaves us with a cliff hanger, so I’m sure there will be a part 3. My hope is that it will have some more diversity than this one did.